Today is a new day; that’s what I remind myself almost every day. Today feels just like the others. Do I truly believe this? It seems like every day this week has been the same. I haven't reached any of my goals, nor have I felt excited about anything. I pretend to be living a life filled with gratitude, but honestly, I’m feeling a mix of hatred, anger, anxiety, loneliness, frustration, annoyance, and ungratefulness. Those are my feelings, and I accept them, no matter how harsh they may sound. I can’t pretend anymore. The only way I will improve is by accepting both the good and the bad feelings. Feelings are just that—feelings. If you let your feelings dictate your actions or rule your day, it’s essential to take a step back and seek help.
It feels good to name what I’m feeling, as it allows me to move forward. I have many goals I want to accomplish this year. I can tackle them in small chunks to feel more accomplished. After all, Rome wasn’t built in a day.
I am grateful. I trust God and believe He will guide me to fulfill my purpose in life.
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